Monday, October 19, 2009
Confused Sadness
I havent been around alot lately. Ive found it rather difficult to find it in myself to know what to say. More of the confusion and sadness comes as I approach another turning point in my therapy. We are going into another level, and with much more of the deep down isues that I have. I'm a bit reluctant b/c of the living situation Im in. I dont feel as if I am stable enough to handle it and am scared. Its confusing & distressing for me right now. I do still read all the blogs I follow. I just dont make much comments b/c I am on one of those boats where little is said but much is deeply felt. Ues I know that me being silent will not protect me. I know that I have came a long way from where I was just 6 months ago. I take each day one day at a time. I am still here reading, thinking, & feeling.
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Hi. I followed your link from my blog. Your title (Sapphire Dreams) is very connecting to someone who is made of many Colors.
ReplyDeleteI hope you come by again. If it's okay, I'll come back to join you now and again.
And - I know what "scared" you are talking about. It will get better.
I too know about being scared when approaching the deep down issues that badly need to be approached but that we'd like to run away from.
ReplyDeleteI haven't gotten to that point, my therapy is unfortunately on hold at the moment, but when we do return, we'll be looking at those issues and it scares me a lot too!
I hope it works out OK for you!!
xx